Insecure Writer's Support Group - August 2014

This group posts every first Wednesday of each mont. Twitter hashtag is #IWSG 

Purpose: To share and encourage. Writers can express doubts and concerns without fear of appearing foolish or weak. Those who have been through the fire can offer assistance and guidance. It's a safe haven for insecure writers of all kinds!

Posting: The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer's Support Group day. Post your thoughts on you own blog. Talk about your doubts and the fears you have conquered. Discuss your struggles and triumphs. Offer a word of encouragement for others who are struggling.

Visit others in the group and connect with your fellow writer - aim for a dozen new people each time.

Be sure to link to IWSG page and display the badge in your post.

Thank you to our host Alex J. Cavanaugh and his co-hosts for today: Sarah Foster, Joylene Nowell Butler, Lily Eva, and Rhonda Albom!  Please visit them to thank them for helping out today.

So, this summer has been really good to me and I couldn't have done it without the help of some amazing author friends.
#1 - Our boxed set hit USA Today for four weeks straight in July
#2 - I finally got a good taste of what it feels like to have a nice selling series with June and July being my best months ever.

Yet, I'm feeling a bit anxious. I want to sustain the momentum of readership and it's slowly dropping (which I expected). The residual sales from the boxed set have been absolutely amazing AND I found so many new readers - my mind is blowing up!

We're releasing another set this December (for which I have yet to write the novel). With the success of the first one I'm now convinced that's the best way to get discovered. The book in the set acts as a pull in for the reader. Of course not everyone who purchases the set will go to read the rest of the series, but even if a small percentage does, the rewards are absolutely amazing!

So, time at this moment is definitely an issue as I need to have all 4 books in my series sort of figured out (which I sort of do) before I can write this prequel for the boxed set. (hence my anxiety)

Sheesh, if someone ever tells me being an author is easy I will smack them over their head. It's a lot of work. It's a business like any other. And I'm grateful that I love it.

Are you writing anything new? What are your insecurities this month?

Insecure Writer's Support Group - July 2nd, 2014

This group posts every first Wednesday of each mont.
Twitter hashtag is #IWSG

Purpose: To share and encourage. Writers can express doubts and concerns without fear of appearing foolish or weak. Those who have been through the fire can offer assistance and guidance. It's a safe haven for insecure writers of all kinds!
Posting: The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer's Support Group day. Post your thoughts on you own blog. Talk about your doubts and the fears you have conquered. Discuss your struggles and triumphs. Offer a word of encouragement for others who are struggling.

Visit others in the group and connect with your fellow writer - aim for a dozen new people each time. Be sure to link to IWSG page and display the badge in your post.

Thank you to our host Alex J. Cavanaugh and his co-hosts for today:  Krista McLaughlin, Kim Van Sickler, Heather Gardner, and Hart Johnson! Please visit them to thank them for helping out today.

How Are you doing this month? I'm feeling like I'm sitting on pins and needles. The boxed set I'm in (under my other name) is doing incredibly well and we're very close to hitting USA Today. We were close last week and had our hopes up, and it didn't happen. But we're even closer this week. If it happens, this will be a BIG deal for me. And if it doesn't, then I guess we'll keep going - hey sometimes things are out of our control, but we'd still done a great job for our first time :)

It has long been my dream to write and be able to support my family. And I can now proudly say that I am doing just that - with my writing! It's an unbelievable and an incredible feeling - one I cat even explain because I'm choking just thinking about it. Now it's just a matter of sustaining the momentum which means finishing 1.5 books by month end. One is half done, the other one just started. i doubt I can do both by then, but I can definitely finish the one I just started. And if I succeed I'll be back on schedule.

So lots of new stuff happening this month. With the kids at home and a full schedule of activities it will be tougher to find the time to work - but it's only 2 months, right?

What are your insecurities this month? How is your summer looking? Any exciting plans? 

Insecure Writer's Support Group - June 2014

This group posts every first Wednesday of each mont. Twitter hashtag is #IWSG 

Purpose: To share and encourage. Writers can express doubts and concerns without fear of appearing foolish or weak. Thos who have been through the fire can offer assistance and guidance. It's a safe haven for insecure writers of all kinds!


Posting: The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer's Support Group day. Post your thoughts on you own blog. Talk about your doubts and the fears you have conquered. Discuss your struggles and triumphs. Offer a word of encouragement for others who are struggling.  Visit others in the group and connect with your fellow writer - aim for a dozen new people each time.  Be sure to link to IWSG page and display the badge in your post.


Thank you to our host, Alex J. Cavanaugh and today's co-hosts: C. Lee McKenzie, Tracy Jo, Melanie Schulz, and LG Keltner.   Please stop by their sites and thank them for helping today.




I may be taking on too much...

But it could be my nerves. I'm in a boxed set group due to be released in about two weeks and it's A LOT of work. Maybe it's because we're doing this for the first time and organizing everyone does take a bit of skill and patience and we're all learning as we go along. As draining as it is, we have an opportunity to find new audience and widen our readership.

Having said that, my writing has suffered a bit. I had to delay a release from June to July (but at least that's organized) and my next one will have to be in September instead of August. So my original plan to have 10 novels out this year may be difficult to keep. So far I'll have my fourth one out in July. At this rate I'll only be able to do 7 or 8. I'm seriously considering hiring someone as a VA (Virtual Assistant), but finding someone you can trust with all your work is not easy.

I know the amount of work I'm doing is a lot. But I'm known to put a lot of pressure on myself since it's the best way for me to keep on track. Because of staying so focused and busy, I've learned more in the past couple of months than I have in the past 2 years. And I have to say, no matter how busy I get, I still love it.

What are your insecurities this month? Are you on track to meeting your goals? We're almost half way through the year :)

Insecure Writer's Support Group - May 2014

This group posts every first Wednesday of each month.
Twitter hashtag is #IWSG

Purpose: To share and encourage. Writers can express doubts and concerns without fear of appearing foolish or weak. Those who have been through the fire can offer assistance and guidance. It’s a safe haven for insecure writers of all kinds!

Posting: The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer’s Support Group day. Post your thoughts on your own blog. Talk about your doubts and the fears you have conquered. Discuss your struggles and triumphs. Offer a word of encouragement for others who are struggling. Visit others in the group and connect with your fellow writer - aim for a dozen new people each time. Be sure to link to IWSG page and display the badge in your post.

Thank you to our host, Alex J. Cavanaugh and today's co-hosts: Mark Koopmans, Joylene Nowell Butler, Elsie, and Lisa Buie-Collard! Please stop by their sites and thank them for helping today.

Getting nervous about your work never goes away. It doesn't matter if you're Stephen King or a first time author. (And if the pro's say they'er not nervous, I still won't believe them).
I'm in the final stages of prepping a new release for July 22nd and each morning my stomach twists at the thought.
This one's special.
It's emotional.
It's got a lot of me in it.
Letting go will not be easy. I keep thinking what else I can do to help it fly and I'm blank. I feel like I'm standing on a stage, and instead of picturing the audience naked, I am.

So, that's my insecurity for this month. Getting over that nervousness :)

What are your insecurities today? How nervous are you when launching a book?

Insecure Writer's Support Group

This group posts every first Wednesday of each month.
Twitter hashtag is #IWSG

Purpose: To share and encourage. Writers can express doubts and concerns without fear of appearing foolish or weak. Those who have been through the fire can offer assistance and guidance. It’s a safe haven for insecure writers of all kinds!

Posting: The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer’s Support Group day. Post your thoughts on your own blog. Talk about your doubts and the fears you have conquered. Discuss your struggles and triumphs. Offer a word of encouragement for others who are struggling. Visit others in the group and connect with your fellow writer - aim for a dozen new people each time. Be sure to link to IWSG page and display the badge in your post.

Thank you to our host, Alex J. Cavanaugh and today's co-hosts: Hart Johnson, Chemist Ken, Candilynn Fite, Terri Rochenski, Clare Dugmore, and Lilica Blake!
Visit them to say hello ;)

I'm hoping what I'm about to say will inspire some of you :)

So I haven't shared this here yet but in February one of my books reached #58 in Amazon's overall paid store (not under this name). It stayed in the top 100 for four days. When my husband woke me up at 3 am to show me the ranking, I couldn't believe it. Never mind that I couldn't sleep anymore because I've just realized my goal for 2014 in February! I have to say this was probably one of the best moments of my writing career and very close to giving me the same kind of feeling as when my first child was born. Absolutely exhilarating.

And I'm writing this today because if I can do it, so can anyone else. With enough persistence, determination and desire, that top 100 is within your grasp too. Now that I've reached my 2014 goal, does that mean I can sit back and relax for the rest of the year? No way. Making that list was just a personal goal and much less important than making my readers happy, or supporting my family. But definitely a nice addition to my bucket list.

So don't give up, believe in yourself, strive to improve your work and with enough persistence your luck will increase as well :)

What are your insecurities today? Are you on track to reaching your goals for 2014?

Insecure Writer's Support Group - March 2014

This group posts every first Wednesday of each month.
Twitter hashtag is #IWSG

Purpose: To share and encourage. Writers can express doubts and concerns without fear of appearing foolish or weak. Those who have been through the fire can offer assistance and guidance. It’s a safe haven for insecure writers of all kinds!

Posting: The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer’s Support Group day. Post your thoughts on your own blog. Talk about your doubts and the fears you have conquered. Discuss your struggles and triumphs. Offer a word of encouragement for others who are struggling. Visit others in the group and connect with your fellow writer - aim for a dozen new people each time. Be sure to link to IWSG page and display the badge in your post.

Thank you to our host, Alex J. Cavanaugh and today's co-hosts: Tina Downey, Elsie, Elizabeth Seckman, and Julie Flanders!
Visit them to say hello ;)

I'm about three quarters into a new novel and I'm beginning to doubt myself whether it will mean as much to my readers as it does to me. I've been wanting to write this one for a long time. It's very personal context taken from my life, then twisted to make the plot more exciting. 
When writing, I actually used names of people I know whom I wanted in the story, then the names would be changed of course before I'm done. I did that because it was easier to communicate the emotion I sought. I've spoken to those people as well, telling them what I'm doing, and they were very excited about it - even if the full story is not a true story. I've warned them that people who know them and who read it may put the two and two together and draw wrong conclusions about their life, and they got even more excited!
But now, as I'm writing the final 25% I'm beginning to wonder whether it's enough. It's heart wrenching and soul piercing when I read it, but it's because I know that some of these events actually happened - but will it be as emotional for my readers? I'm not sure.
So, that's what I'm presently dealing with. The novel should be done within the next two weeks and go off to beta readers. Hopefully they will be able to tell me what they think.
I swear I can feel my palms sweating already.

Have you ever written something personal? Did it make you feel more nervous than usual? What are your insecurities today?

Insecure Writer's Support Group - Feb 2014

This group posts every first Wednesday of each month.
Twitter hashtag is #IWSG

Purpose: To share and encourage. Writers can express doubts and concerns without fear of appearing foolish or weak. Those who have been through the fire can offer assistance and guidance. It’s a safe haven for insecure writers of all kinds!

Posting: The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer’s Support Group day. Post your thoughts on your own blog. Talk about your doubts and the fears you have conquered. Discuss your struggles and triumphs. Offer a word of encouragement for others who are struggling. Visit others in the group and connect with your fellow writer - aim for a dozen new people each time. Be sure to link to IWSG page and display the badge in your post.

Thank you to our host, Alex J. Cavanaugh and today's co-hosts: Sheena-kay Graham, Julie Musil, Jamie Ayres, and Mike Swift.
Visit them to say hello ;)

Earlier this year I made a promise to myself to try to reach out to others.  This is one of my shortcomings - it always has been. I'm the listener at a party and the quiet one whom not too many people notice (at least I think so). I don't do 'drama' and can usually tell whether I would get along with someone just by looking at them. It's weird, but it's true. And it's not about their look, per say, but about the vibe I get. It's like a sixth sense and it freaks me out sometimes.

So, for the past month I have been reaching out more and I've begun to shatter that shell of social awkwardness. What did I find? A lot of new friends (online of course) who not only it seems have their own insecurities but have also extended their hand to help over and over again. I feel blessed to be part of such an amazing author community. Now, you may not have seen it on this blog because I've been publishing under a pen name Lacey Silks. For the past year and a half I've dipped my toes into writing and publishing adult romances.

My family and friends have known about it since the beginning and have been very supportive. Many of my Lacey readers know that I write under Marta Szemik, and told me they've read my books. I've never kept it a secret, but also never found a good opportunity to share this information on this blog until now - because I really would like to come out of my shell, and perhaps this way I could find some readers who could crossover to Lacey. So this is me pushing past my awkwardness and shy nature to reach out.

If you like to read erotic romance and romantic suspense, there are a few short stories available for free that you can try (My First, My Last, Bossy Request, Mistress Claire - everywhere except Amazon as I'm still trying to price match it). From Feb 5th until Feb 7th I'm also reducing the price on Layers Deep to $0.99, book 1 in the Layers Trilogy. I hope you enjoy!

What are your insecurities this month? Do you know anyone who's shy?