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WORD FOR THIS POST:
Focus (n): 1. a central point, as of attraction, attention, or activity: The need to prevent a nuclear war became the focus of all diplomatic efforts.
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As you may notice today, my post is a little late. I wish I could come up with an excuse other than "Yes, I forgot." but I cannot. There's a reason for that:
I'm focused.
The past month I've spent concentrating on re-editing Marked and Two Halves. I'm almost done and can see the 'light at the end of the tunnel' (as cliche as it sounds), but I've been so focused, I can't remember the last time (in my life) it's happened. My work ethic has been beyond normal. 10-14 hour days (in between kids activities, and family obligations) at a computer. I don't go to sleep unless I physically cannot look at the screen anymore (I'm sure I'll need to visit an optometrist next month). I've forgotten about dinners (nicely saved by pizza), a couple of karate practices, and don't even try to talk to me when I'm at the computer. I won't hear you. But I will not stop until what I set out to do is finished.
Now, my insecurity this month is simple. In the back of my mind I'm afraid all the hard work will be in vain and I will not reach my goal which has always been to be a full time writer and support my family. It takes a long time to reach that goal (and I understand that). But, what if it doesn't happen? I would be crushed.
Do you experience that as a writer? What is your insecurity? Any excited plans for 4th of July?
6 comments:
Who says you can't achieve that?
I'm focused right now on my third book and it's awesome.
I admire your focus! I can only achieve that level of immersion in spurts! That level of commitment will certainly impact your chances down the line!
Happy 4th!
You are dedicated so you will succeed. I just finished my 3rd book of a series and I'm working on the third round of edits for pub. Keep going, you can do it.
I don't let myself consider that my goals won't be met. If you work hard enough - and you certainly seem to be! - then you're more than half-way there.
Can I ask, why are you re-editing Two Halves?
My hubby goes mad at me when I forget to eat because I'm so focussed on writing. I had a late lunch today (don't tell my hubby!)
I don't think you have too much to worry about with that focus... as long as you look after yourself ;)
I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but there are plenty of great, successful writers who still don't make enough to support a family. Bestseller status is like hitting the lottery. Write because you love it, don't write because you think it will make you rich.
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